terça-feira, 4 de agosto de 2009
Hey there, if you got where tru my Youtube.com account, welcome and it's nice to see you again, whoever you are, if not, well... Thank you for being here and Merry meet.
I'll be using this blog in the same way I would use my book of shadows, it's a recording of rituals, spells and thoughts on paganism and life itself. My experiences shared with you.
Well, first things, first. I'm older than I look but I'm younger than you think, my birthday it's in 28th August, it's kinda comming, I hope I'll be feeling better then. I'll explain why later.
My name is Mafalda and I'm gonna tell you the story of why I have this name:
That summer day, I got out of my mother's womb and everyone was surprised. Actually the baby wasn't a boy, like they were thinking. My brother was reading a comic book from Quino called "Mafalda" and my sweet brother came up with the idea: "Why don't we call her Mafalda?!" - I hate him, ever since... ( Actually I don't, I love my brother, he's a big part of me, even if we don't talk and see each other that much. )
I've been raised in a "religious-free" sorta way and I'm very thankful for it, because I'm not even baptised nor I had to go to the church, wich I always thought wouldn't be the right place for me.
At the age of 12, I got this book from Silver RavenWolf, "Teen Wicca" (tho now I analise it and it doesn't fit me anymore). I've started reading it and answers started to pop inside my brain. THAT was my path, THAT was what I had been waiting for my entire, tho short, life. Why did I got so deeply attached with nature and why did I ALWAYS belived in reincarnation? That book answered me and got me on my journey.
I've started to study Wicca and I really got involved with it not because of the spells and anything but because of the fact that there wasn't just a "One True God" but there was the God AND the Goddess. Of course, the joyful way of live and mythology made me got even more excited, I always loves mythology and history, so it was another pleasant way to study it but now, with a personal purpose.
A year later, I introduced myself to the spellcraft and divination and started to gather all my current supply of tools, herbs, crystals, candles and books, Runes and Tarot cards. I was, myself, an eclectic Wiccan. I looked around the internet and so for a Coven around my area but I couldn't find anyone, not even one single pagan that I could share my experiences with, I took the solitary path because I had no other option.
At the age of 14, my life changed when I meet some people that were in the craft even tho we don't work together anymore, I miss that life style. Being a Wiccan requires study and will to change and learn to live the wiccan way, no matter what is your tradition.
PS: For the past 7 to 8 months I've been suffering from depression and I fifured that out this week. I'll be getting medical help and starting a diet and exercice aswell as takin' a tea that I found out that helps alot in these cases so... I hope to get better soon.
Merry part and merry meet again.
☽◯☾ Lady Crove